kaitysma

I have not been in much of a journaling mood lately but I found this to be interesting enough.


TEN RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME:

1. I worry to much, in fact I have paranoia.
2. I am a softy, but you probably already knew that.
3. I appear stronger than I am.
4. I hate conflicts but if you push me far enough I will explode and no one wants to be on the receiving end when that happens.
5. My mind is racing with thoughts as I have a lot to think about lately. Some good some bad. Some just plain awful.
6. I watch reality television shows and you can catch me watching reruns of Full House, The Brady Bunch, Roseanne, The Cosby show and Fresh Prince. Don't forget The Price is Right. Come on down!!! (Zachary says that every weekday morning!) Nickelodeon rocks! Oh yeah, I have been known to watch Barney, Thomas the Train, and Caliou also. (I am such a MOM!)
7. I want another chicken Cesar Salad. I just can not get enough! I want salad, salad, salad! MMMSSSGOOD! SALAD!
8. I am a computer addict. That is where you can find me most of the time unless I am playing with the kids or sleeping.
9. I can not get enough sleep lately. I slept all night and took a 6 hour nap this afternoon and I am still sleepy. YAWN!
10. I love looking at pictures! Oh, yeah i don't take many because I am extremely self- conscience and hypocritical of myself. I am my own worst enemy.

NINE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. Be debt free.
2. Go on a family vacation to some place far away from here.
3. Make peace with myself and all of my family.
4. Express all of my thoughts and feelings to everyone I know in words.
5. Get better organized.
6. Find the house we want far far away with no one around and a lot of scenery and nature.
7. Re-marry my husband in the wedding of our dreams, honeymoon included.
8. Know that my husband and children are taken care of.
9. WIN THE LOTTERY! hashahahaha hohohohohoho hehehehehehe! That made me laugh!

EIGHT WAYS TO WIN MY HEART:
1. Love me, all of me.
2. Be COMPLETELY honest with me about everything.
3. Love my kids AND my hubby.
4. Accept me for who I am.
5. Include me in things.
6. Tell me you love me.
7. Give me a card, gift, homemade project, poem or anything sentimental and I will love you forever. I love the homemade things the best.
8. Embrace me and tell me everything will be alright.

SEVEN THINGS THAT ANNOY ME:
1. Motorcyclists with no helmets. I saw a kid on the back today without one and almost spit on the dad, freakin idiot. Atleast get the kid a helmet please.
2. People that are fake and are not who they try to appear to be.
3. People that talk about you when you are not around and worse yet tell lies as they do it, and then can't own up to it. A simple sorry goes a long way.
4. Ignorant/ selfish kind of people
5. When people stare at me... especially strangers.
6. Being unorganized...I am obsessive about this and have dreams of contraptions that aide in this. My day planner is my life and organization is my obsession. I may be messy but I can tell you where everything is, right down to the crumbs in the toaster. There is a difference and I can also walk in a room and memorize it just by walking past.
7. Being ignored...
8. People bothering me when I am busy, especially my kids.

SIX THINGS I BELIEVE IN:
1. Myself, my husband and my children
2. Love
3. Miracles/Faith, and GOD to some extent
4. Ghosts, spirits and the afterlife
5. Treating others as I would want to be treated
6. Education is the key to ALL problems!

FIVE THINGS IM AFRAID OF:
1. Losing my kids or husband
2. Creepy people
3. Heights
4. The police or anything law or court related~ guess I have too much of a history.
5. spiders, snakes, and anything bug related.

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE THINGS:
1. Pictures
2. Scrapbooking
3. My Kids and Husband
4. My Family and Friends (keeping all of the original answers!)

THREE THINGS I DO EVERYDAY:
1. Thank God for giving me one more day...
2. Hug my kids and my hubby and tell them I love them.
3. Use the potty...

TWO THINGS I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW:
1. Eat something
2. Go to bed, and cuddle with the kids.

ONE PERSON I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW.:
My friend...


With that said I think I will try to get the sleep I desire and have some positive dreams instead of the random thoughts and nightmares I have had.